Sometimes I really wish I could slap her. I am trying to see the overall picture clearly. She will try to manipulate the people i am around. Monday, P. Tuesday S. Wednesday, S. A whole week of all my hard work done. I do have the urge to slap her sometimes but I also wanna punish myself for being so weak and letting all my hard work and effort go. She never had to work hard for anything, she just lets things pile up and then blame other. I wanna slap her so bad sometimes. I know its up to me to get her out of my life but I just... I dont know.

"Junk food is good for your diet"

"Do you even hear the bullshit you are talking about"

She asked me what I am doing three times in half an hour the other day. What could i possibly be doing. Im so sick of people intruding in my life and taking control for real. I hate her, I HATE HER. SHES LIKE A FUCKING LICE, SHE DOESNT LEAVE, AND SHE DRAWS IN MORE AND MORE TOXICITY. she has no boundaries whatsover. She doesnt care who is speaking on the phone. She is a compulsive liar. Today she lied she was at a party while she was at my place and the other person could hear the silence and the bell ring. I am gonna puke.

I do believe shes sick. She is a sick creep that likes to watch people fucking. I hate her. I despise her.